Sunday, January 08, 2012

life sucks

I hate y saturday

Monday, March 07, 2011


How i miss you sweety
How i wish to see you
How i wish to be with you
How i wish to be in your arms
How i wish to cry under your shoulders
How i wish to look in your eyes deep
How i wish to hold me tight
and make me forget everything
How i wish to make me regain my smile
How i wish to see me now when i'm writing
these words and cry you a river

Saturday, August 01, 2009

you're not alone!

i luv this song really i luv it n i hear everytime...mayb it expresses wht im feelin...?????????????
Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone All alone Why, oh

im just a fuckin liar???

Don't believe that...?im just a big fuckin liar!!!!!
how could someone forget his whole life!
he was my everythin he was like breath that i need everyday...i just cant stop luvin him, he was a part of me and he still and he will be forevermore a part of i wish to see him just for a second and how wish to wisper to him " i l...u...v....u..." and i'll luv u all the rest of life...
still his picture always in mind his smile,his sweetest words to me, his warm hugs for me...
i miss everythin of him i miss u so i wish him to read these words really i miss him sooooooo
and i feel incomplete, weak,coward...without u ...
i know that he started a new life, i just wanna tell him i'll never regret him...and im regretin for everythin i've done to him even if he will not hear me or feel me...i'll say im regretin for everythin i'v done to him n how i wish to forgive me...because im such a fuckin stupid how could i lose the only person that i've spent all my life with him, that i spent all my life luvin him n i'll luv him till my last breath in life ...
for a time i feel that im the only obstacle in his life, and i was waitin for the time when he will say to me goodbye he never let me know what he was thinkin about?and never face me?maybe it was me the mistaken no no no im the mistaken! but maybe he was the mistaken too in a way or another we'r the two the mistakens why? simply because we never gave for us the chance to speak...
for everybody to read these words ..dont think im a jerk or somthin like that no? i just felt my fault and i was so depressed and can't talk to anyone...i just could write these sentences only to feel somkinda relaxion eventhough i'll never feel that relaxion as long as i lost my beloved "momou".hey everybody now i'll carry on my dream dream of death because this is the only solution for my problem because im sure he will not take a look back and tryin to understand me and forgive me!!!???,...i've tried a lot to call him n speak to him but at each time i regain all my brave n courage i feel so afraid that he rejects me n so afraid to tell me i'v started my new life n i left u behind..........oooooofffffffffffffff im sick n tired of this shit life i don't know where am i?
can somone plssssssssssssss help me.......mayb i'v talked a lot but even i 'll spend all my life writin about my sweety, my luv, my sweetheart, king of my heart , my whole life , my breath,.....i'll not finish forevermore...
he lives with me me every second in my life im thinkin about him every secondtime im dreamin about him in my sleep n even in my always take his pictures n kiss him mybe this will make me feel his luv..."sorry my dear sorry billions of time sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......................."

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

turn the page

Forget him girl!
Forget his name, forget his face

Forget his sweet words and warm embrace

Forget the love that once was true

Remember now there’s someone new
Forget the way he used to talk

Forget how you memorized his walk

Forget the fights you two

now he’s happy not sad
Forget the times he made you cry

Forget the times when he was by your side

Forget the way he spoke your name

Remember now things aren’t be the same
Forget the love that once was shared

Forget the fact that he once cared

Forget how close you two were

Remember now he has chosen her

Forget the days that went so fast

Forget them all they’re just the past

Forget the promises he gave to you

Forget him girl, for he has FORGOTTEN YOU!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

wake me up when this nightmare ends!!??

Monday, September 29, 2008

it seems ther's no farewell to my sadness????!!!!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my farewell

I think everything has an end ....
and this is the end of my darkness
my melancholy,my fearness
my bloody life, my .........................
i'll try to change my style of writing
even if i'll keep some of my attitudes
BUT just wait for something new ....
i'll be back with a new look hahahaha
my best regards for all my friends of the blog
byeeeeeeee......"chek it out"